Was radio silent but I decided to check in before bed and see this big post. :O
No hate here at all, farel.

Actually, I was smiling as I read your assessment because you give me so credit.

I still think I've got a ways to grow before I'm a "perfect embodiment of scheming and manipulation", but I hope to be able to be able to reach that skill level in the future when I need to

, for some distant games

As for my defending myself, honestly, I don't really know what to say. I don't have good alibis because I just don't. I spend a decent proportion of time alone - not really much else I can say about that. My patterns of behaviour are also pretty much the same regardless of what side I'm on in games like this (which is why friends back home never trusted me in party mafia, god damn it).
To respond specifically to your queries as best as I can: the reason I've been quick to respond about swapnil is because it's one of a very few things that I'm certain about in this game. Whilst I hadn't considered your point about purposefully causing this confusion, it would take quick thinking as well as good communication (and I was in a different timezone where contact was tough to have). Furthermore, if I was personally in that situation, I would've taken neither route. Instead asking swapnil to trade the counter but keep the coin so that it just seemed that he was killed with his starting item and could be assumed to be innocent. Causing chaos so early in the game would benefit no-one, and practically, you'd be more likely to achieve the effect of convincing the town that there were more mafia than they thought by painting one of the deaths as that of an innocent. I need some roots to base my logic off and so much of this is uncertain, especially since I missed many early game player meetups and then had no internet for 24 hours, that's why I've clung to the idea of swapnil being a SK to build my narrative around. I would also like to point out that if my plan was to lie about swapnil's affiliation as a fellow mafia, then the mafia counter would be the biggest threat to me. I've known that you held it and had multiple opportunities to kill you whilst you held it, if I were able and wanted to. I was also one of the earliest to sign it if you recall.
Regarding dgrazian. Yes, I do think of him as a threat. But not because he is an enemy to me currently but rather because he's an uncertainty. We do seem to be quite similar in games like these and that's why (ironically), I'm scared of trusting him. I've listed all the little things to you that have stood out to me about him, but the reason that I haven't shared them publicly is because I'm not 100% sure. My mind was even creating stories where the lack of a mafia kill on day 1 could mean that they defined him as a primary target and then tried to kill him only to discover he was an SK and recruit him instead - a concept I have absolutely zero evidence for, and am aware is born from paranoia, hence why I hadn't shared. I'm aware that I psychologically have a negative cognitive bias towards him and will therefore notice more potential mafia signs than proofs of him being town. If I were mafia, I would probably have tried to turn the public tide and lynch him sooner, or simply targeted him for a kill to remove the uncertainty entirely. Furthermore, I would likely raise more flags in general (good and bad) for you than dgrazian, simply because (I assume) that we've spent more time together discussing the game than you have with him.
As for your comments on other people, I've honestly got no clue. I would encourage more investigation on m2w and chiller but we seem to be pretty screwed in that regard.
I acknowledge that this isn't really a solid defence but its the best explanation I've got. If you wanna encourage the town to lynch me, I won't hold it personally. I trust that you guys can still win the game.
